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I  cant allow you to be my everything, when im just your option, and im not going to wait for you forever this time.

So i went to the mall yesterday. hmm good times with my gurl Nichole. Then we were walking into Jc. Penny's and then i saw kristan and she was like I looked and saw your ass and was liek " i would reconize that ass anywhere". lol i t was  complment to me . hehe so yay for kris. umm..talked to don...alot ..got on the computer...talked to don...and yeah ..we had a really good time sleeping at Nicholes and we will have alot of jokes now!hmm intersting times..

Sometimes I give in to sadness
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I won't
Give in to you
At times I feel myself smiling
At times I'm not
And you're giving me nothing,  If you're ready to see it through this time , then this i will bring. 

 I have been drifting down a river to nowhere.

         
  It's been a long day. Leave some.                               

sometimes…I forgive
yeah and this time I'll admit it, I miss you.

I’m running out of sympathy and I never said I’d take this from you.Listen, I've had all I can handle...I can’t say I blame you...but I wish that I could--

You're going to be a star someday
You tell me...

Earily dismillal today..I had 2 midterms which i failed them ..but  oh well.. Lunch seemed to drag on and on..god 7th lunch sucks but im moving to 6th so it will be cool sitting with my Ashley, Kris, Schmittie and Mel. When i told Schmittie she was soo excited i was liek aww you love me that much schmittie!?!?! lol  It will be good to catch up with my hunny bunnies! : )  So Meighan decided to have me come with her to go to her locker and to the bathroom. now you must under stand we had to take the bus today ...and our bus is like the first to leave and the farthest away. Now this wasnt that smart.....also i had to go to my locker which was far because i had to get my jacket. Well it seems that Meggers cant pee fast..so we had to run like hell down the hall..now hempfields halls are not empty...thier full..so we were running into people and so on. so we get to my locker nad i grab my jackey and we run down the hall and Ashley jumps on me and  Im like " noo ash i have to go " and she was liek " NOOOOO alley  i love you " ( haha i love ya ash ..love those jumping hugs!) Yeah so more running to the bus and then more running to the bus..well lets just say my day was eventful.

Curently Listening to :

Leaving Through The Window  Something Corporate   I have finally fidgured out that the OC is the most addiciting show on TV right now. Seth is the geeky hott guy who is rich, has two good looknig girls chasing after him and parents who dont care if thier kid goes off for weekends, wreak thier car and blame it on a gang at the movie theater, and having girld in thier bed room. Ryan is the utlmit good bad boy. ok ladies..can we say HOTT HOTT HOTT??!?! ok he is lookngi out for marissa and knows  that oliver is a bad / phsyco kid. can we say perfect boyfriend? umm i can! even tho he has a past dosnt mean he can change,,and um  he definitly did!Marissa is the girl next door itching to get out of her "rich snobby girl" image. She is sexy yet sophistacated. she is only 17 but is definitly on her way to looking 25.Her parents got divorced, had a drinking problem, OD on pills and went into tharpy. but seariously who wouldnt kill to have her life. Summer in the begining was sapossed to be the girl everyone loved to hate..but now sience seth came into HER picture she is sweet yet sassy. and was it just me or did the next epasode see her and cohen getting pretty hott?  Luke is the jock / jerk. From the foe who turned into the friend is getting pretty tigh with ryan...i can only wonder for wht will come next. Oliver is the newest edition to the cali cast. he seemed innicont  at first but the pills, the lieing, the cocane, the FAKE GIRLFRIEND, (must i name more?) well he does have a thing for marissa and want ryan out of the way..but c'mon "you cant stop fate" seariously get a life. he is cute ..but very physco. were all wating to see the gun scene..is the gun going to be pointed at himself or marissa..if i would pick i would mostlikly say ..him just because he is a sicko. hmm wonderful things going on during this seasions show. i know that was long but yet soo true. i must say it is my gultiest pleasure. ( sorry kris its not you)hehe lol. this concludes alley's rewiew of the OC.  ta - ta for now.

A few HIGH LIGHTS of the week:

: Tuesday and Wednsday we had 2 Hour Delays..so I had extra sleep.

: Basket Ball game was ok untill Jen's purse decided to commit sucide..i swear i didnt make it hang its self! ( lol Amy )

: I got out at 12:30 today because i had 7th lunch and didnt have any more midterms.

: Leaving mysterious messages on Spice's awensering machine..lol .

: Wondering the hall with Meighan..and um...we definitly wernt breaking any school rules! ; )

I might be sleeping over at Steph Madisons house on saturday night ( hopefully) we might go to the movies or somthing..and of corse trade clothes..lol..  me and steph have good times in the morning..we say some crazy things and do some even crazier stuff!

Will you sleep tonite , will you think of me?

Every window pain is shattering. I'm choaking on my words befor I speak, and this is how it feels to not belive.

with love --